sometimes i think.... i could do better. i could work harder, i could laugh more and i could absolutely at least think that a smile won't kill me. [insert thought: smile god dammit sara! would it kill ya?]
the boy will actually point and laugh and say "i told ya so", but whatever... here goes nothin' (guess it's good to have a positive soul by your side? thanks for that.)
sometimes i struggle, okay, i struggle a lot with the daily grind of up, in, out and then pushing repeat. but hey, that's life right?
no. not right.
life is what you make it and to be honest, i haven't been making it all that great. honestly, i'd be lost with out my best friend a few short miles away and i find myself not wanting to be short or snippy or negative when talking about that "daily grind"...however, is this it? is this what it's all about? waiting for the weekend seems like a normal thing..but hey, whatever happened to that bliss of the American dream? its kind of romantic to think about actually. ya know, like an old black and white picture with people dressed in suites and working with their hands in the streets all the while enjoying every second just so provide for the ones they love.
obviously enough, life is pretty different now and it's easy to get stuck in the waterwheel. recently i am finding it important to try a little more, even if i think i've had it up to ears. so yea, he's right... be a mentor, act the way you're responsible for and IF all else fails... "just fuck with em', ya know? laugh at it and most importantly...enjoy it!"
i have a lot to learn and this i absolutely know is true... so, may this serve as a simple reminder to smile, listen and get up and walk around...
oh ooh ooh! here are some things i am loving right now...
(i like this idea, gonna do this for a while i think...change up!)
Grace Potter & The Nocturnals - Stars (seriously, this song is sick...listen!)
Winter Berry Hand Lotion - Williams-Sonoma
Cracker Barrel's Hashbrown Casserole
Pillsbury Sugar Cookies (with the shapes!)
Justin Bieber - Yep.
I needed this. Thanks for the reminder. And now I want that lotion.
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